We've band today, yeah we have. Never ever felt so dread of band until now.Sick and tired of all the people not wanting band to achieve a better standard and felt dreadful because i feel that attending band practices are meaningless. Even though i did mentioned before Mr Ong was the reason why i was so hardcore about band, but this time i really feel that mr ong is giving up too. I didn't want to feel bad, or sorry for the plight band is in now. i just feel unjustified for everything we have to suffer, no one actually cares about anything the band is going through so they most probably don't have a slight clue towards what point i am trying to make. I'm really giving up now. I'm dead serious. I don't even care what we would obtain next year, because no one does.I see no pt in obtaining a silver during 2011. School didn't care, STUDENTS didn't care. So what if we put in so much effort when the fucking school only cares about the choir? They've got musical performance outside school many times without us, WENT TO HONGKONG WITHOUT US, STUDENT LEADERSHIP TRAINING FOR ALMOST ALL THE CHOIR MEMBERS. So what if we obtain a sliver after 10 years? CHOIR FROM COP TO SILVER so YEAH AND thats why SCHOOL TREAT THEM LIKE GOD. Mostly because of Lennie Chua let me point this out. OMG i'm very very disguested with his behavior towards the band members. One time during teacher's day, band membersform a mini-band and went to audition even though didn't got picked because it was "TOO DULL" but at least we have the decency to step up and audition, EVEN ONE BAND MEMBER STOOD UP AND SANG. what did BELOVED CHOIR DID? Nothing, nobody from choir went for the audition. Ending up Lennie Chua went to scold the choir for not having the decency to show up the audition and say that if band people can turn up the audition and sang, why can't the choir members take initiative like band members. Like people from band are not suppose to sing during audition. LOL. I seriously cannot take his double-sided attitude, infront of us he's an "ANGEL" behind of us he's taking away all privileges and benefits from us THAT FUCKING PSYCHO DEMON BASTARD. I have a lot to say about all the humiliation band suffered throughout my years in band. It would take days or months to finish my "ESSAY". Well, lets not talk about band anymore. Band had it good times and bad times. Well, we just have to let good memories stay and others can get the fuck out. I will miss Mr Benard Ong A LOT, i know that. I don't know if i should start the topic on friends?
Well, i have made many close friends in my secondary school years, WELL nt as many as THOSE BITCHES IN school have. But it's countable with both hands. I am just the foolishest shit on earth. Hurt many times and didn't learn my lesson. But i just trust others easily. Most times my secrets may have been spilled. But i have no other choices left. I either tell that person, or no one else. Yeah, right. I have no one else. I have no Best Friends, be it even best friend. I don't have a person who could actually understand me just by one look. No one. I wish i could find that person, i would die to find that person. I seriously will. Me and shuhui, well.... Everything is just complicated. I don't know how to define my friendship with her, perhaps she's still sticking abt with me because she can't bare to ditch me? Yeah, i always had that feeling. Well she is you know mixable. She could blend in very very well. Well, you know what? I'm not. IM NOT COFFEE, i can't mix well with water. No i can't. I'm rock, i don't blend in, i don't fit in.I know who i am as a person i know. I judge people, so what makes other think i don't judge myself? I'm irritating, bossy, rude, fat, annoying, fucked up, BAD-TEMPERED, judgmental, backstabber, untrustable, will do anything to climb up to the top, use other people to climb up, competitive, i'm a bad ass. WELL I KNOW THAT ABOUT MYSELF, I DO. but why can't i find someone who could accomodate that fact about me and love me for being a loyal friend?I hope i can truly find that one person who could share my common interest and love everything i love. I SWEAR I WILL NEVER LET THAT PERSON GO. How i wish i got a sister. :( I'm sad because i've no true friends, yeah. thats why life sucks. Well, all my close friends are no longer close to me but close to my enemies. I seriously hate the fact that your friends who actually know what you were going through and yet chose to make things hard for you. I hate secondary life. I HATE IT, REALLY REALLY HATE IT. how foolish of primary sch teacher to tell us that bttr things in life happens in secondary school. No i don't. In fact i hated both my pri and sec school days. Grades are what keep me going. There's no better things in life. I hate all the decision i've made and i really regretted them. Try so hard to change my attitudebut people made it worst. Like matthew for example, OMG HE'S TRYING TO TEST ME SEE HOW RAGE I CAN GO? I CAN'T STAND HIM ANYMORE, OR AGNES, I'M DEAD SERIOUS. Since they're gonna be fake, i can be fake too. If the world is like that, i will try my best to fit in. OKAY. Done, my ranting shall stop now. Hopefully one day i could look back at these stupid moments when i feel pathetic about myself.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Jennifer Aniston pops
out for a stroll in NYC
Making a couple of points ... Jennifer Aniston
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PERKY Jennifer Aniston made quite an impression yesterday – on her vest.
The Horrible Bosses beauty donned a figure-hugging white top and black bra for her New York shopping trip.
But the material layers could not quite cover up the 42-year-old star's assets.
Jen swept her hair back into a lazy ponytail and teamed her vest with a pair of jeans as she wandered around the West Village.
Her public outing comes hot on the heels of reports ex-hubby Brad Pitt has offered to donate $1 million to the charity of her choice, if she and her new fella Justin Theroux pose for a photo with him and girlfriend Angelina Jolie.
US sources claim Brad wanted the foursome to be snapped together to "show the world he and Jen are on good terms", following his recent comments about his "boring" marriage to the former Friends star.
Jennifer allegedly turned down his offer.
Look how weird it is to be Jennifer Aniston - there she is, just walking down the street minding her own business, probably thinking smugly about how fit her new boyfriend is now, and yet everyone behind her, including a pretty cute dog, just stops in their tracks and stares.
She's Jennifer bloody Aniston, so we don't blame them. If we were there, we would've gone a step further and tried to touch her perfect hair.
Still it looks like Jen doesn't mind too much - she's got a resigned smile on her face, not to mention a pair of visibly aroused nipples.
(Cover) - EN Movies - Jennifer Aniston is among the stars being honoured at the 18th Elle Women in Hollywood gala.
The annual event is held by the fashion magazine to pay tribute to those who have redefined women’s roles in movies.
A host of the biggest names in Hollywood will attend the glitzy event.
As well as Jennifer, Michelle Pfeiffer, Viola Davis, Evan Rachel Wood, Naomi Watts and Freida Pinto will also be recognised.
Legendary singer Barbra Streisand is receiving the L'Oréal Paris Legend Award, but it’s not all about the Hollywood icons.
New faces will also get a look in, with Elizabeth Olsen getting the Calvin Klein Collection Emerging Star Spotlight Award. Elizabeth is the younger sister of famous twins Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen and has been making a name for herself recently by shooting movies such as Silent House and Martha Marcy May Marlene.
The chief executive officer of film studio DreamWorks Stacey Snider will also get a prize.
“As has long been our tradition, this year we honour an extraordinary group of women who continue to redefine what is possible in Hollywood,” said Robbie Myers, the editor-in-chief of Elle. “From icons to stars to emerging talent, we are thrilled to celebrate their contribution to understanding what it means to be a woman in the wider world.”
The ceremony will take place at the Four Seasons hotel in Beverly Hills on October 17.
Jennifer Aniston steps out with Justin Theroux, stays mum on Pitt
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Plenty of things to pack into Jennifer Aniston's file on Tuesday: The actress has reached new creative heights, landed herself a new love and ain't touching recent comments made by ex-husband Brad Pitt.
In essence, she's staying classy, evidenced by the subtle show she made in New York City on Monday night for the premiere of "Five," a series of film shorts about breast cancer's effect. Aniston directed one of the vignettes -- her debut behind the camera, in fact.
"Jennifer holds her own, baby!" said Patricia Clarkson, a veteran of directors including Martin Scorsese and Woody Allen who was one of Aniston's actors in the Lifetime TV project.
While Jen was holding her own, beau Justin Theroux was waiting to hold the door. At Skylight Soho, the couple arrived and departed together, hand-in-hand, according to People.
Though the duo posed for some fan photos, Aniston had no intention of broaching comments recently made by her ex-husband. (Pitt, who intimated to Parade that the two had shared an uninteresting marriage, later retracted the comments as being taken completely out of context.)
"Oh, Lord, it's not even worth discussing on a night like this," she reportedly said on the red carpet.
Alicia Keys and Demi Moore are also counted as directors on "Five," to air Oct. 10 on Lifetime.
(Cover) - EN Movies - Jennifer Aniston had “so much fun” directing her latest project Five.
The film was screened yesterday and will be shown as a Lifetime TV movie.
The project is an anthology of five short films exploring the impact of breast cancer on people's lives.
Jennifer is best known for playing comedic roles on film and TV and this is the first time she has tried her hand at directing.
"Honestly, I just had so much fun," Jennifer told ET Online at the New York screening. "And I think when you're around the camera for so many years you kind of just get a bit of an instinct."
The film stars famous faces Lyndsy Fonseca, Ginnifer Goodwin, Patricia Clarkson and Josh Holloway.
Singer-songwriter Alicia Keys and actress Demi Moore also directed portions of the film.
Demi described creating the movies as “an incredible community of women coming together".
The 48-year-old previously directed short movie Streak in 2008.
Demi adored working on Five and hinted that she would like to do more directing in the future.
"I loved it," Demi revealed. "Actually, I think I almost enjoyed it more than being in front of the camera."
Five is set to debut on October 10.
Same taste in men and handbags: Angelina Jolie and Jennifer Aniston both carry Tom Ford totes
They may not see eye to eye on many things but clearly there are two things which Angelina Jolie and Jennifer Aniston have in common. Taste in men, and taste in handbags. Jennifer was spotted this morning heading to film an appearance on Good Morning America at ABC studios in New York carrying the Tom Ford 'Carine' bag - the same bag Angelina toted in London on September 8.
Matching style: Both Angelina Jolie and Jennifer Aniston have been seen toting the Tom Ford 'Carine' handbag
While Angelina, 36, looked chic in a skirt, sweater and boots back at the beginning of the month, Jen paired the purse, which retails at around $2,600, with a more casual look of leggings and a long grey tank and boots. The Friends star, 42, was on her way to film an appearance on Good Morning America to promote her latest labour of love, Project Five. The movie is an anthology of five short films exploring the impact of breast cancer on people's lives. It also features films directed by Demi Moore and Alicia Keys, who both appeared alongside Jen on the breakfast show.
Slightly different: Jen's version had a slightly more structured look than Angelina's but still with the same gold hardware
Commissioned for US channel Lifetime, the project is clearly also very much Aniston's baby, she said recently: 'Our hope with Project Five is to entertain, inform and inspire dialogue, research and prevention. Otherwise, our goals are small.' We want these films to move people and empower those affected by breast cancer to stand tall through this challenge, which impacts ALL of our lives, no matter who we are.' Project Five is Aniston's second foray into the world of directing. She first sat in the director's chair for 2006 movie Room 10, a romantic drama based in the emergency room of a hospital.
Distraction: Jen stopped on her was to the studio's to take pictures of an adorable puppy
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